whippoorwill of freedom

firefliesinthenight asked: yeah and i guess it's not "traditional" for girls to ask boys. i think that's incredibly stupid, we have to do all the work. i would totally take you but i wouldn't know what to do— i didn't even go to my own prom. i was protesting the existence of prom as a social institution but now i kinda feel like a skinflint.

Hahaha well thank ya for the offer darling and I don’t mind the whole tradition it makes sense. I just hate that I Can’t do anything major to make myself more likely. Ya know. Increase my statistics.

firefliesinthenight asked: =[ i'm sorry. did you want one or are you going rogue?

ohh i want one. i still have a while till tickets go on sale…. but its just so tough

lacegrower asked: Hey baby, I'll be your prom date ;)

horray!

i gots no date to prom.

wanted to be productive so i redid my blog. instead of homework.

take it easy.

and then the easy way out is if mitchell would go to prom with me. 

but hes dead. figuratively.

raw.

i wanna chat him so bad. i wanna talk to him so bad. i wanna hang with him so bad. i wanna go to prom with him so bad.

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but i got wait listed from tech, so he pretty much wont notice me because tech is his backup plan.

sometimes, since im a very huggy person, i will hug all the people in my calculus class just so i can hug him. 

today we flirted over pieces of pie for pi day. unfortunately the pie was alot more intriguing than me. curse you pie!

he talks about how he doenst have a date to prom… when im sitting next him saying “oh man me neither” 

im obsessive so much because hes within my reach but not able to get to through my sexualness. he never looks at my ass no matter how tight my skirt is. and hes definately not gay. 

hes one of those sarcastic guys, that makes everything a joke. so even if he did like me, it would be impossible for him to manage.

PLUS if we ever got past that, hes muslim. and his parents would hate me, my prom dress, prom, and the after prom. 

its so impossible and i know it. but i refuse to stop trying and find someone else, for no purpose. 

i have actually planned to be nice to this girl i hate, to therefore get in their little circle. and when i say hate, unfortunately i mean it cause she is a devilish little girl. im pretty sure she told him i was plannning on asking him to sadie hawkins and that is why it all went wrong. 

rereading this i sound like a crazy person. OH WELL. rock on. 

just bought my brother a colombia vest for his birthday.

i am now directly responsible for his frat boy ways.